Wow, lately...lately
life has been
life has been
wild
I guess you could say
that things have been going
in all sorts of different ways
I guess you could say
that things have been going
in all sorts of different ways
it's beautiful when
one is awoken to truth
that
truth keeps coming
and coming
once your eyes are open
there is no turning back
and at times
it can be overwhelming
but it's a craving
there's a need for it
a sense of insanity
that there's so much truth out there
and so little time to consume it
And then you go to a party
a random party where you
don't know anyone
and where there was this music
being played
by more people you don't know
and you're not even sure why
you're there
except that some sort of cosmic event
is pulling you
in that direction
So you stand in the dark corner
in a room at someone's house
packed with people your age
and some people not your age
just people
and then the music starts
and there's no longer
any question
Tears creep into the corners
of my soul and
I am consumed by the haunting
love and death
and reality
and all the truth of the world
doesn't matter
as I
see beauty dancing and singing
before me and
pure music
and passion
and lord we're all together
in this
all joined bodies swaying
all drunk
all passion
we're all searching
all finding
and lordy how have I lived this long
without this music
without this soul
thank you lord
for Jason Webley
(and the way that boy kisses!)
both of which saved me
and are keeping me
searching