Alis Volat Propris

Hi.
Let go.
It's okay.
Everything's going to be okay.
It's time to let go.
That past that haunts you
That memory that drags you down
That guilt that consumes you
Guess what?
It's time to say good bye.
Walk away.
Leave it.
It's time to realize that
you don't get what you deserve in life
Instead...
you get what you think you deserve
And I think you deserve everything
happiness
love
greatness
whatever it is you want
take this as a sign
start realizing
and
let
go

Lately I've felt very fortunate
I look at all those who love me
and all of those who I love
and I feel surrounded by goodness
I'm allowing no one to bring me down
and I'm bringing no one else down
and things are balanced
mostly

Do you know when you see someone
walking on the street
and they create something in you
they create this desire
or feeling
and you're not sure what to do with it
but then they walk away
and all you're left with
is that memory
well what if they walked by you
everyday
to get their mail
at the same time
surely
one day
you'd have to do something
I will have to do
something

I adore graffiti
that is thoughtful
and real
and beautiful
it IS art

I wanna talk about this girl
who is making me reconsider my idea
of beauty
and is making many other girls
do the same thing
she is
so real
and so unafraid
and this whole entire world
is taking strength from her stance
I love her ability
and her direction
she is far beyond her time
thank you!


Phew.
Now
-
the heavy stuff.
The clammy hands
The upset stomach
The nervous laughs and
uncertainty
that floods me
is happening again
fear is here
I'm trying to turn it
into excitement
but it's not working well

Because the truth is...
there is the chance
a great possibility
that I have found someone
who...well...
lordy how do I put this
I have found someone
who loves me
for the dirty hippie I am
and who
well
look at me
I can't even finish a sentence