React and attempt to distract;
it's futile and the sadness
Is that I know you are trying
something. But what?
What are you attempting
with your presence?
We had those two days
oh-so-long ago and
I may have said too much
but your arrogance and
distance frightens me
as much as my onslaught
scares you. So.
I am going to back
away. Slowly. You can
meet me along the way -
I don't want to leave.
But I will.
It's time to set things
straight. Lets step back,
take a good look, make
our decisions. Stand where
you are - and we'll never
know. Life does that
sometimes. But sometimes
it doesn't. We'll find out,
inevitably. Please, your very
skin is everywhere my eyes
close. Ether leave me to my
fantasies or come forward
and create beauty with me.
-
I'm becoming exhausted by your physical presence
no longer accompanied by a heart.
At least when I look at you I remember
when the walls fell. Time and absence
built yours. Your walls make me feel the need
to build mine. I'm not afraid of the
breakdown, the tornado, the future. The world
will one day end, our world will one day end.
Understand it, embrace it, let it go. Things
shall happen, I'm not making any promises -
any vows. I'm not afraid to fall in love, to die
alone, to die at all. I'm not looking for all
the answers, all the knowledge of this world.
I will continue to make mistakes and will stand
up for myself. I know I can give this world,
all people, you (yes, you) love that knows
no boundaries - that is limitless. I'm not
saying it's right for you - only time could tell
that. I've known great loss, experienced
significant gain - it's a beautiful pain. I am
altered - crazy - will proceed to question
everything (most importantly myself).
The only thing I have to offer, if you
can see through your pride, is everything
that is me. I can touch, expand the
Goddess in me. What shall we do?
it's futile and the sadness
Is that I know you are trying
something. But what?
What are you attempting
with your presence?
We had those two days
oh-so-long ago and
I may have said too much
but your arrogance and
distance frightens me
as much as my onslaught
scares you. So.
I am going to back
away. Slowly. You can
meet me along the way -
I don't want to leave.
But I will.
It's time to set things
straight. Lets step back,
take a good look, make
our decisions. Stand where
you are - and we'll never
know. Life does that
sometimes. But sometimes
it doesn't. We'll find out,
inevitably. Please, your very
skin is everywhere my eyes
close. Ether leave me to my
fantasies or come forward
and create beauty with me.
-
I'm becoming exhausted by your physical presence
no longer accompanied by a heart.
At least when I look at you I remember
when the walls fell. Time and absence
built yours. Your walls make me feel the need
to build mine. I'm not afraid of the
breakdown, the tornado, the future. The world
will one day end, our world will one day end.
Understand it, embrace it, let it go. Things
shall happen, I'm not making any promises -
any vows. I'm not afraid to fall in love, to die
alone, to die at all. I'm not looking for all
the answers, all the knowledge of this world.
I will continue to make mistakes and will stand
up for myself. I know I can give this world,
all people, you (yes, you) love that knows
no boundaries - that is limitless. I'm not
saying it's right for you - only time could tell
that. I've known great loss, experienced
significant gain - it's a beautiful pain. I am
altered - crazy - will proceed to question
everything (most importantly myself).
The only thing I have to offer, if you
can see through your pride, is everything
that is me. I can touch, expand the
Goddess in me. What shall we do?