Alis Volat Propris

I'm finally feeling chill
And so I lose my thrill
But I stand back and giggle
There's always room to wiggle
And you'll never know my heart
Cause you don't deserve that part
So I finally know your stance
Can we continue this magical dance
Play music through the night
And meet the day out of sight?

-

The hall is clear and hollow
There are many paths to follow
But I see a lovely door
Floating off the floor
An illusion under my skin
I'm unable to get in
But now the words are lit
It seems that I may fit
As it slowly sinks away
Has it always been that way?
Am I the one who's leaving
This magic web I'm weaving?

-

Well, intoxication, it's time I took a vacation
Find myself in elation
There's an ever-growing friction ended by diction
Your dream became fiction
Each hour that I pass, are going by at last
Moving on so fast
Your humor at my tears reminds me of broken years
But I have lost those fears
There was only frustration, ending desperation
It's true my mind is lost
My boldness has a cost
But I'd rather follow my heart
Then deny you have your part
I was moved by you moment
But it sucks I'm gone, don't it?

-

Where are you?
Shadow?
Who is going to listen to me now?
Who is going to love me
Unconditionally,
Accept my love?
Who is always going to be there?
Who will come with me
Where I go?
Who am I going to take care of?
Who is going to take care of me?
Who is going to give me
this sense of flight?
Who is going to give me wings?
Who is going to see me for who I am?
Where are you?
I need you - and I feel
Very alone on this earth.
I feel weighted by your
lack of presence,
you're gone.
Where are you?
My love,
My life,
My everything.
What am I supposed to do
Now that I'm alone?
How do I live without you?