I'm terrified of loss.
I am translating my fear on to you.
Self-fulfilling prophecy.
Because I feel something strong,
And if I put myself into you -
You will eventually hurt me.
I am translating my fear on to you.
Pushing you away by
Trying to get closer to you

You know this,
Don't you?

Watch me take a breath
Watch me take a step
Backwards
I understand,
But it's my reaction.

I'm trying.

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