Comfort, stay here for the moment and keep telling me how this ends
Because you’re fantastic and real and everything about you screams me
You must see that you are more than a reflection of everything I love
Indeed, after finding whatever is in myself and enjoying this life I realize
That YOU are everything I love and that I already know and feel this is
Scary to me and if I told you I’m sure it’d be scary to you because it’s such
An onrush of emotion and I can’t control it and it’s so powerful but there
Is no steady calm between us, the sexy tension exists just enough to the point
Where I wonder if I can keep my head and not spill to you everything I
Think because to ruin this would be losing everything I love in one shot
And it scares me that I have so much else in my life and so many other
People who I love and who love me and so much purpose and beauty
But here I am, thinking and waiting for you – and that’s not even the scary
Part – which, I admit, is that I kinda actually like it
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"Scar tissue is stronger than regular tissue. Realize the strength, move on."
Henry Rollins