I am Risa. I don't wait for anyone. I don't take shit from anyone. I do not live in my past. If you fuck with me, I fuck with you. If you fuck with people I love, you fuck with me. I will not be used unless I want to be. You cannot hurt me without my permission. You will not control me. I am at the wheel of my own life, thank you very much. I wait for no one and I'm sure as hell not waiting for you.

Ballooned satisfaction leading moonlit expeditions

Into the darkest corners of my subconscious

A twitching gaze remembering the waves

Backs turned to the ocean – we all come crashing down


You’re no fool with your concepts and actions

Dancing savage darkness around the fireside

Chanting your ideas, pouring your blood

Holding on to whatever bone you’ve picked this time


What did you sacrifice for the festivities?

Skinned, filleted, picked, sliced, gutted

Empty eye sockets and sewn lips

A scalp clipped to my belt, shrunken


Sizzling fingertips losing their prints once more

Another identity follows smoke into the forever

Tainted visions induced by acid rain

Pain leaves, blown across the alter you’ve created


It is no mystery, no timeless war cry

We were once and are no more

Ancient wisdom streams through veins

Pumping beauty as you beat…yourself


Head captivated by the howling from your throat

Growing notions once conceived, now aborted

Face the lion that engulfs any hope you store

The mirror of the animal always shatters

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